amy lee

Fri, 30 Dec 2005 21:50:31 GMT

i went on a date yesterday with josh.
ok first off, i guess went "ok"
meaning...
1) i didn't yell at him
2) not at any point did i think... omg he's so dumb
and
3) i got a gift
what the hell
we're talking about the boy who likes to forget my birthdays...
every armpit-hairy year.
i'm kind of dissapointed
it wasn't a bra like i told him i wanted.
david didn't get me a bra
tal didn't get me a bra
robert didn't get me a bra
and now josh either.

what the hell.

on another note.
i went to go sing some karaoke.
oh btw - my brother called me a backstabbing whore the other day.
i laughed my butt off.
he's sorry.
ok karaoke.
so we sang.
and someone told me that they want to marry a religious man b/c they're usually better.
i agreed. hahahahahahhahahaha. generally.

i hear oompa loompas singing in the background.

oh i gave blood the other day.
i didn't faint.... and there was no projectile motion of my blood.
hehe. i need to tell people about the one time margarita (yeah that was serisouly her name) put too much pressure on my arm, stabbed it and then had my blood do a projectile launch about 10 feet. it was hilarous. but i think it scared margarita b/c she was mumbling and saying sorry and looked whiter than when she started.
people give blood. it's good for the environment.
or something.

oh watched chocolat today.
reasons why johnny depp is so sexy
1) he knows what he wants
2) he's rugged
3) all he has to do is look at you and your knees melt away
4) he's funny as hell
5) there's something sexy in the way a man slides your hand from the rest of the dishes you have to dry and says "you're done with that, come with me"
oooo....
now i feel like watching more artistic and sexy films with johnny depp in it.

johnny depp is way more sexier than antonio banderas.
still, johnny depp is not the sexiest man on earth.

reasons why johnny depp is not the sexiest man on earth
1) he's probably had sex with more women than i have fingers
2) i don't konw him
3) he doesn't have strawberry blonde hair
4) i am pretty positive that johnny depp cannot say bukkake the way i like it to be said... i'm sure sonny agrees

i'm calling it a day.

home

Sat, 26 Nov 2005 07:15:48 GMT

and i realize a piece of me is missing.

oh how strong a visual image is.
i'm not sure if i'll ever be able to accept.

help

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 15:53:54 GMT

bored attack.

oh. a boy

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 07:40:00 GMT

how to tell when amy is pissed.
she bakes.
and doesn't talk.
and doesn't give hugs.

tonight it was angel food cake

Tue, 15 Nov 2005 06:35:29 GMT

So what does it feel like to be the person who's leaving... for the first time, and not being left behind?
Pretty damn sucks, that's for sure.

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 20:46:38 GMT

life is very interesting right now... to say at the least.

Wed, 09 Nov 2005 12:42:17 GMT

um... yeah.

oosh

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 13:52:09 GMT

last night sucked.
wait, i did that to myself.
wohoo!

things

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 02:50:07 GMT

i have so much to do yet i don't want to do it.
asian glow.

life is good.

me and the captain make it happen.

Physics

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 23:21:43 GMT

Failed my first physics exam ever!
YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYA
that I get to drop a score.
But boo that I'm going to have to relearn that for midterms.
Life has been good.
Little Amy's growing up and trying new things.
Attended some music concerts the other day. Ethos, Saraband & the Kings Singers.
Maybe see a comedian tonight. And then... do math!!!!
YYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYA

i am crazy

Mon, 31 Oct 2005 08:05:05 GMT

what amy did today:

bake 30 brownies and eat only 1.
make popcorn and eat half the bag.
hang out with robert. a lot.
practice at schwartz.
learn labview.
get laughed at by pavan and gil.
talk to tal.
talk to josh.
read a coloring book.

sleep.

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 20:33:53 GMT

i didn't realize until today that i really do know what marijuana smells like.
so this moment of epiphany came as i was sitting on the steps of WSHCB drinking my apple juice at 2 in the morning.
lo and behold i see two people walking towards WSHCB and i thought to myself, aw, what a cute couple - i guess they're going to make out. with that, they disappeared behind the ampitheater close to the shadow of the tree that my fellow apple juice sharer had pissed on moments before. several minutes, a sweet scent wafted up towards those top steps that i was resting upon and delighted me in the realization that "holy crap, that's weed". no i did not join them. on the contrary i left, with the exclamation - "i don't want to get high".
then i went to the underground lounge in the physics department and ran into my professor trying to determine the structure of the beta protein found in alzheimer plaque.
then i had pineapply juice.
i <3 emory

hm.

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 16:35:42 GMT

i read the time wrong and didn't go to church today.
helllllll

heck no, Amy Lee is still Alive

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 02:47:49 GMT

AND KICKING

so instead of doing my multi homeowrk... or my modern homework.... or my theory homework.... ladiladila. i will now attempt (and succeed) in the TRUE art of procrastination

1. Full Name: eun mi lee
2. Nick Names: amyizzle

3. Birthday: 7/5/85
4. Place of birth: taegu, south korea
5. Zodiac Sign: cancer
6. Male or Female: female

Your...
13. Hair Length: too long
14. Eye color: black
15. Best Feature: my boobs. wtf is this question.
16. Height: 5'0
17. Braces?: no
18. Glasses?: yup
19. Piercing: ears
20. Tattoos: never
21. Righty or Lefty: how bout ambi

Your 'Firsts'...
22. First best friend: hm. must be that girl i stabbed w/ a syringe
23. First Award: um, wow, you are soo cool award
24. First Sport You Joined: swimming. and i have all the participation awards to prove it too. yeah i know ur jealous of my white ribbons
25. First pet: the chihuahua that died after eating rat poison
26. First Real Vacation: some beach in korea
27. First Concert: rome symphony orchestra??? it was in an outdoor ampitheatre
28. First Love: potatoes

Favorite...
29. Movie: finding nemo, the incredibles
30. TV Show: south park - when i can watch it
31. Color: yellow. heck yeah
32. Rocker: huh, your mom
33. Band: emory wind ensemble. hehe
34. Song right now: hm.... robert's solo from postcard
35. Friend: nemo
36. Candy: reeces?? lindor?? hm... so hard to decide!
37. Sport to Play: ULTIMATE GEAFJALKEDVAMLKEA
38. Restaurant: random ethnic places
39. Favorite brand to wear: hanes. haha yeah t-shirts
40. Store: holiday package store
41. Favorite subject: physics
42. Animal: llama
43. Book: pride and prejudice, tipping point
44. Magazine: i like my hair magazine right now
45. Shoes: adidas ALL the way.. wait no, sketchers...wait, rocket dog.... i relaly don't know

Right Now...
46. Feeling Right Now?: giggly
47. Money in your account: negative
48. Have a crush: hm.... lets see.. nope
49. Eating: my saliva
50. Drinking: my saliva
51. Thinking about: being sheckshie
52. Should be doing: homeowrk
53. Listening: robert's solo in my head from postcard
54. Thinking About: hair
55. Wanting To: sleep
56. Watching: my toes
57. Wearing: nothing

Future...
58. Want Kids?: only w/ your mom
59. Want to be Married?: to alec the jew. jk. how bout the old man? nahhh
60. Careers in Mind: waitress at hooters
61. Where do you want to live: on a school bus

Which is Better With The Opposite Sex...
63. Hair color: not blonde
64. Hair length: short w/o crap in it
65. Eye color: um. purple with red polka dots
66. Cute or sexy: w/ a hint of dorkness
68. Lips or Eyes: huh? wait. huh?
69. Hugs or Kisses: the chocolate?! omg hugs are sooooo much better
70. Short or Tall: lets see... if he's shorter... that's gonna be a problem
71. Easygoing or serious: hahahahahahahahahahhaaha
72. Romantic or Spontanious: lets go to europe tomorrow
74. Sensitive or Loud: how bout i get a gay man
75. Hook-up or Relationship: yeah i love hook - ups. yay go sexy me
76. Sweet or Caring: i want him to beat me everyday... wtf.
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: what do they say? good girl love bad boys

Have you ever...
78. Kissed a stranger: no
79. Had Alcohol: no comment
80. Smoked: yeah i smoke weed all the time.
81. Ran Away From Home: yeah. but they always find you
82. Broken a bone: i have asian bones. they don't break
83. Got an X-ray: yeah, when the dr says, this is just fine and run and hide behind a wall?
84. Been with someone: no i'm a hermit and i don't associate w/ living beings
85. Broken Someone's Heart: i hope not!
86. Broken Up With Someone: no
87. Cried When Someone Died: all the time :(
88. Cried At School: :(

Do You Believe In...
89. God: um yeah
90. Miracles: yeah (this is a serious yeah)
91. Love At First sight: hahahhahahahahahahhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
92. Ghosts: i am a ghost
93. Aliens: what, you mean like cher?
94. Soul Mates: actually yeah (another serious yeah)
95. Heaven: uhuh
96. Hell: uhuh
97. Angels: i dunno
98. Kissing on The First Date: we'll find out
99. Horoscopes: ??
Answer Truthfully...
100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know You Can't have?: yes, your mom.

-What School do you go to: emory
-What sports do you play: ULTIMATE
-What is on your mousepad: your mom
-Have you ever gone skinny dipping: no - have you?
-One pillow or two: i usually start w/ 2 but then, by the morning, it's reduced to none
-Pets: c12h22o11
-Words or Phrases you overuse: what, i'm original
-Craziest Person you know: um. i'll keep that to myself
-Do you have a boyfriend or a girl friend: no
-Do you plan on going to college after you
graduate from high school: um. lets think about that for a moment.... what if i said no
-Future Son Names: mini cooper
-Future Daugther Names: hummer
-Pet Peeves: being uncool
-Do you like to dance: only w/ hot guys
-What guy/girl do you want more than anyone else: wouldn't u like to know
-Have you ever kissed: my dog
-What sports do you like watching the best: football
-What do you wear to bed: a pink negligee. wtf

Favorite...

Food: strawberry ice cream.........
Drink: hahahhahahahahhaahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Restaraunt: my mom's food
Color: yellow!
Day: wednesday
Teacher: ms tracy form 4th grade
Class: physics(all of em)
Season: fall
Holiday: passover. hahahahha
Music: postcard right now - but i'm gonna hate it soon
Radio Stations: npr heheheh
Band/Group: me
Singer: me
Song: we're trimble means and we're here to say!!!!
Actor: johnny depp....
Actress: keira knightly? maybe
Car: my green focus!
Moive: the incredibles
TV Show: south park
Number: 3
Soundtrack: muppet treasure island
Store: discovery channel

What do you think of when you hear the word:
Yellow: jump
Rat: ew
Sun: the beach
Cheese: yummy
Gay: dr stewart
Apple: adam
Music: oh god

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 23:08:21 GMT

Today was a special bat mitzvah reception. I was really happy that the last time I saw him it was in joy, pride, and happiness. I couldn't have wished for a better way to say goodbye than being under the same roof with the people he cared for the most. In spite though, it was bittersweet knowing that I will not see him for another 4 months. Love hurts. I also realized how much I have fallen from his life. I am now his 'friend from high school'. To me though he is the love of my life. How pathetic. I'm bracing myself for an 10 hour drive. I love you all. Good luck 2005-2006. 4.0. aim for it.

Eggs...

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 14:37:23 GMT

So, contrary to popular belief, the yellow part of the egg isn't the "part-with-all-of-the-good-stuff-in-it".

Here's the break down(1).

Egg yolk (1 large)
Calories - 55
Total fat - 5g - 7% of daily value
Cholesterol - 210mg - 70% of daily value
Protein - 3g
Yeah there's some vitamin A and calcium and iron... but it's like negligible. it's like 2%. w/e

Percentage breakdown
5% of the egg is carb
74% of the egg is fat
21% of the egg is protein.

so.. ok.. it's a good source of protein - but only if you want a heart attack

Egg white (1 large)
Calories - 17
Total fat - .1 g ... that's like. 05% of daily value.. acually more but i'm exaggerating.
Cholesterol - 0
Carb - .2g
Protein - 4g - and most of it is the a.a. leucine for anyone who cares...
There's no vitimin

ok... lets break that down in to percentages
91% of the egg is protein
3% is fats
6% is carbs.

final verdict.
1) there is actually more protein in egg white than in egg yolk.
2) there is an equal amount of cholesterol in an egg yolk as there is in a pound of t-bone steak.
well obviously, there's more fat in the t-bone steak and it's way more than 50 cals but come on.

egg yolk = white + some veggies + peanuts i guess.
so wait, yeah egg yolk is good for you in very small amounts and also if you exercise like 50 times a day (see olympic athletes).. but for the rest of us who sit around all day and play frisbee twice a week, stick with the white and veggies.

most deserving of a few words.

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 04:30:24 GMT

it's officially over. my birthday.
i seriously thought that perhaps if i tried my best to ignore it, it would go away.
well thanks a lot facebook. now everyone can log in and see that
AMY IS AN OLD LADY.
lol
no grudges to mark zuckerman there and his posse.
but i must really thank everyone who wished me happy birthday - even people i haven't heard from in.. what... a year at least...
and then there is that one girl that befriended me on face book... who i've never heard of who wished me happy birthday.
interesting.......
but tallying it up.
that's 12 facebook wall messages
11 facebook messages
8 IM's
5 phone messages (4 of which were sung lol. why didn't we all join the chorus??)
4 phone calls that i actually managed to pick up.. yeah i'm bad about that
1 poke
1 face to face hug
1 e-card.
and a secret birthday cake from coldstones.

guess who forgot!!!!! yup yup yup. in such BIG trouble. did get a call today..
"wanted to touch base and see if you were still alive. hope all is well"
...::sigh::.. should embrace fate already eh?
on another note got an invitation to a bat mitzvah. seriously debating now though.

thanks to everyone for making my day such a special day!
it really means a lot. :)

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 23:50:02 GMT

oh and i bought my first paraphanilia today - a yellow hat :)
i love how emory's yellow and blue - i wish they had green though too.. but w/e i guess i can't complain

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 23:46:27 GMT

ok so today i had a really great lesson - ok well maybe not relaly great but it was pretty decent compared to the crappy ones i've been having lately.
haha funny story - mike (my teacher.. i think he's italian) ok anyway mike works out right.
and so he told me that yesterday he was benchpressing 200 (ok is he trying to show off or is that puny/normal) and apparently he did something weird and arched his neck or something... lol and hurt his neck.
ok i know i shouldn't be laughing but it was reallyf unny... suuuch a typical guy.
i like it that mike's 26 and not like 77 - it makes for a fun lesson. lol.
oh AND mike dated my frst trumpet teacher - suzanne - back in the day.... when i was down in boca gettin lessons from jeff. i think mike is i dunno too self conscious though. he's a cute guy and all but.... i dunno man - i think he was a dork back in the day ;)

aside from that - i am really looking forward to tomorrow - goodness - this week has been crazy - finally a breather! and i don't even have to make any lesson plans :) - prince of egypt baby!!!

serrrrriously ashira ladonai man. :)

on another note... went to dooley's ball last night - ok i guess it wasn't as lame as i thought it was gonna be especially when they played numa. hahahahhahaha i love that song.
annd oh i saw a bunch of people i knew - i wish i hadn't been half asleep though??? saw a friend on the field who was drunk i guess? w/ her super drunk roommate.... oh geez. asian glow. haha - fun times.

mwah!~<3

Mon, 28 Mar 2005 18:43:41 GMT

Currently - I am swamped.
Not that I'm complaining.
Looks like I'll be sleeping around 4AM??? but apparently after talking to Eva and Josh, life is definately easier at Emory.
I am SO glad that I am still a freshman - lots of building up left to do :)

Things to do today:
1) Study my disected animals for the practical tonight
2) Finish the application for the summer conference manager position
3) Wind Ensemble rehearsal
4) Sophomore advisor meeting
5) Chem lab
6) Go to the theology library and pick up more sources for my field research paper - and pick up ILL materials too
7) Actually finish writing my 12 page paper

I am excite ya'll

Things to do this week:
1) Bio quiz Thursday
2) Chemistry Blackboard assignment
3) MUS202 exam
4) Wind ensemble rehearsal
5) Chemistry article summary (w/e easy :) )
6) Concert attendance and review on Saturday
7) Study for chemistry exam (next Thursday)
8) Draft 1 of the bio paper

I'm ready - I think.

Oh and I think I must be becoming independent. I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 02:48:12 GMT

wow i am still bummed.
what did he do, give up hugging too?
man, i coulda gotten more than a high five from justin and rachel

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 21:44:32 GMT

ok i think i'll be ok now.
i'm going to be at uf on friday!
wow, i realize i've NEVER been there before. wat is going on?!

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 23:27:37 GMT

I'm back from Baltimore - in tears, feeling like I ended up in the wrong part of the United States.
I thought I was happy.
Has anyone figured out what's going on... because I haven't.

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 02:13:47 GMT

i've lost it again.....
there are certain people in your life that you think you know
and that you think could never possibly hurt you.
but then it happens and you wonder why

i know things happen for a reason
doesn't stop it from hurting though

it took me four years to let my guard down again
and i've realized again why i didn't want to

nothing seems real right now -
i'm in a daze... and there are still three midterms and a quiz to prepare for...

i may have the strength to forgive at yom kippur. just ask.
right now, i don't want to think about it
i will work this out in 8 days.

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 05:58:30 GMT

so like i don't know how to handle this boy issue anymore...
yeah i know i sound like a freakin 4th grader.
i realize this and more.
point is though - i'm really confused and stuff and i think the mentality i have is affecting who i am... either that or it's really showing a new side of me that i've personally never seen before - like the paranoid, needy side.
oy vey.
love sucks a lot